The Boy Who Did Not Sign:

Soumita Pachhal
3 min readMar 10, 2024

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How I Failed Physics at Age 18 and yet became a Scientist at both India’s Nuclear and Space Programs by 24

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In the bustling city of Mumbai, a young and ambitious 23-year-old named Ashwin Taksh dared to dream beyond the ordinary. Born into a modest, low-income family, Ashwin set his sights on a lofty goal — to become a scientist in India’s prestigious space program, the Indian Space Research Organisation (ISRO). However, the odds were daunting, as only 0.04% of applicants secured a coveted spot.

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Undeterred by the statistics, Ashwin faced his first setback when his initial attempt to crack the fiercely competitive ISRO entrance exam ended in disappointment. Nevertheless, fate had a different plan for him, leading him to an unexpected opportunity in India’s esteemed Nuclear Programme. Despite it not being his primary choice, Ashwin embraced the challenge and embarked on a journey that would test not only his intellect but also his resilience.

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Thrown into the intricate world of nuclear science and engineering, Ashwin found himself enrolled in a rigorous one-year training program at the Nuclear Programme’s academy. This demanding curriculum aimed to deepen his understanding of advanced aspects of nuclear fission technology. Little did he know that this endeavor would not only shape his professional competence but also expose him to the hidden complexities of the system.

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As Ashwin delved deeper into his studies, he uncovered the intrigues, cliques, and politics that permeated the academy. The atmosphere was not unlike his competitive environment in his pursuit of ISRO. However, amidst the challenges, a new layer of complexity emerged as Ashwin found himself developing feelings for one of his coworkers. The personal and professional realms collided, adding a touch of emotional turmoil to his already demanding journey.

The realization of the true cost of his ambitions unfolded as Ashwin progressed. The corrupt nature of the system he had entered began to squeeze him into a corner. Balancing the demands of the nuclear program with his parallel pursuit of the elusive ISRO dream, Ashwin had to confront a pivotal choice. Would he jeopardize his hard-earned accomplishments and mental well-being to chase the dream that had initially eluded him? The system that once offered him a chance now threatened to undo his progress.

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As the narrative unfolds, Ashwin grapples with a mix of zeal, obstinacy, and ego that has fueled his journey. The boy from a humble background who dared to dream of reaching the stars now faced the harsh reality of his choices. “The Boy Who Did Not Sign” weaves a twisted yet inspirational tale, taking readers on a journey through passion, sacrifice, and the unforeseen consequences of unyielding determination in the pursuit of a singular objective.

Overall it’s a good book. You can give it a read :)

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Soumita Pachhal

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